Sometimes
I get moved by something so much that it becomes tough to locate myself. I HATE
this kind of “getting drifted away” feeling, makes me feel so helpless, but
some things have such a strong intensity, that I cannot stay unmoved. Kurt
Cobain. I cannot write about him. I just want to mention his name, for the kind
of truthfulness and the passion he had but didn’t know.
Well..
Suddenly I’ve this intense urge to write something, to write; I miss writing I think. I think it was a lot easier when I was a kid; I used to experience something and always wanted to document it, give it some form of words; immortalise the feeling through words. Now I think I am just fine internalising a lot of things, experiencing them, revisiting more in my mind than through words, and don’t want to immortalise but rather keep it momentary or time bound. Well whatever it is, the conundrum of things remains as is; and I remain as perplexed and bewildered as always. Just that I say less and absorb more. Feel more and talk less. Visit, revisit but there’s still an urge to write. Ok, I have to have dinner now.
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