Sometimes I get moved by something so much that it becomes tough to locate myself. I HATE this kind of “getting drifted away” feeling, makes me feel so helpless, but some things have such a strong intensity, that I cannot stay unmoved. Kurt Cobain. I cannot write about him. I just want to mention his name, for the kind of truthfulness and the passion he had but didn’t know.

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